as the Blues play on

rest is so hard to come by these days.

no, I’m not talking about sleep.

I’m talking about moments where my brain is not running a million thoughts

where I’m not calculating how much sleep I’m gonna get or how many more minutes before I have to leave the house

where I am not sleeping on the floor because I’m too tired to change out of outside clothes

where I’m not desperately trying to recall the never-ending to-do lists

but where I just lie in bed

closed eyes

heart palpitating ba-dup, ba-dup, second by second

nerves calm

body still.

No to-do lists

No remember-to-do-this-es

No engagements to attend

No promises to keep.

I am just so tired.

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  1. dewitiara reblogged this from hellolarkspur and added:
    It’s amazing how we are not twins
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