maybe my wish will come true

as the Blues play on

rest is so hard to come by these days.

no, I’m not talking about sleep.

I’m talking about moments where my brain is not running a million thoughts

where I’m not calculating how much sleep I’m gonna get or how many more minutes before I have to leave the house

where I am not sleeping on the floor because I’m too tired to change out of outside clothes

where I’m not desperately trying to recall the never-ending to-do lists

but where I just lie in bed

closed eyes

heart palpitating ba-dup, ba-dup, second by second

nerves calm

body still.

No to-do lists

No remember-to-do-this-es

No engagements to attend

No promises to keep.

I am just so tired.

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1. dewitiara reblogged this from hellolarkspur and added:

   It’s amazing how we are not twins

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